i hate getting my hopes up. i seriously want to get out of here.
stupid personal feelings and junk.
moving on is painful, but- i’ve been reflecting my past so much recently- and i never do this. my past has had so many experiences i never want to remember. hurt, pain, regret. so i’ve been in some stagnate state since i’ve been 16. not wanting to grow up. not wanting to do anything, because i was afraid of things. of people and generally of life. but things have been shifting....
'The void in your heart is something that everyone...
whenever someone needs me. .-.
every time i have a shitty week, i order pizza. stupid habits.
5 30 am. i’ve slept about 4~ hours in the past 3 days. this week was insanely stressful & today was shitty event after event. i’m going to be even more stressed during the entire summer. *** but, it’s just amazing how a few small things can change everything. real friendship is raw; it’s going to hurt sometimes. but it’s good. i remembered why i chose...
holy crap. i’m glad they’re finally ending this series and doing things they should have done a while ago. i feel so attached to this show after watching the uk one and when they converted it here. new manager for only a few more episodes~